Goal #2 is going okay. I said it to my husband. “I’m going to homeschool our kids.” 
Of course he already knew this. He knows stuff.
2 weeks ago I said, “I’m going to grow out my hair.” He said, “I don’t believe you.” So now I have to refrain from making a hair appointment and hide the scissors from myself to prove him wrong.
But with this I get to prove him right.
Today I sent it in a text to my sister. She called me later and I forgot to say it outloud! I’ll do it tomorrow.
Late last night I realized that I’d forgotten all day to say it! So I just said it to myself. Feels pretty good. Each time I say it I gain a smidgen of confidence. I have to learn to be proud to say it.
Just like saying “I’m an artist!” That took a lot of years. Now it’s easy. I’ve embraced it, I feel proud to say it, to be an artist, and have been successful with it.
Same dealio.
I just have to plow through my own walls. Forget what people think out it. Shed the feeling that I have to defend my reasons and prove myself. And just run with it.
“I’m going to homeschool my kiiiiiids!”
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men. Colossians 3:23
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